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The Cosmic Command-Z
A DMT blackout, parallel timelines, and the strange possibility that reality can reboot a life.

I have a strange story for you today.
Years ago, when I was first exploring DMT, I had a question I couldn’t resist:
How deep can you actually go on DMT? Where is the edge?
So I made a little system that allowed me to go deeper than I’d ever gone before, almost like taking an elevator deeper and deeper into the DMT realm.
I don’t remember how many floors I made it.
I only remember crossing a point of no return.
There was a crack.
Blackness.
The void.
And then the tape cuts out.
I ended up writing a whole piece about what happened next.
It involves DMT, parallel timelines, quantum immortality, the possibility of a cosmic Command-Z, and one question that has completely changed the way I look at that night.
What if reality has a reset button?
I invite you to read my latest piece:
James
